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In answer to many questions concerning my life as a channel, I would like to share with you what it was like:
One day when I was nine years old, I was riding my new bicycle down my street with a young child on the back. It was a beautiful summer day in a small Connecticut town; I didn’t have a care in the world. But, that day changed my life forever.
A three-year-old neighborhood boy was on the back of the bike. My dog, Buddy was running along behind me, happy to be there with me. As a car was approaching, I turned to see where Buddy was, and I lost control of the bike, and crashed into a bolder near my neighbor’s driveway. I went flying off of it, but my friend was still on the bike when it and he, landed on top of me. The full weight hit me as the handle bar plunged into my side. I was in terrible pain. My neighbor’s father carried me home. I did not tell my parents because I had put a scratch on my brand new birthday bike, and I was afraid they would be upset with me.
I was bleeding internally for a week before I told my Mother, “If you don’t take me to the hospital tonight, I’ll die.” After she questioned me, I told her about the accident. She took me to the hospital and the Doctor told her I would not have made it through the night if I had not received medical attention. During surgery, I had a near death experience. It was at that time that the Guides said I began channeling.
My Mother told me that I had always been psychic; it ran in the family through generations. But, after the near-death experience it increased, people would come up to me on the street, in stores, etc. and ask me questions, or begin telling me their life’s story and ask my opinion of a problem they were having. I didn’t know why they confided in me, or how I knew the answers to their questions, but I always seemed to know the answers. I thought it was because I played in the stream of Universal Consciousness during my near death experience. I retained the information learned there, and seemed to be able to access it as needed; therefore, I always knew “things” about people. I had many dreams about people dying, how they died and when. I was not comfortable with these dreams; I hated them, as they always came true. My neighbors and relatives thought I was a witch or a jinx; they thought I was responsible for the deaths just because I dreamed about them. I thought if I told someone, it would stop it from happening.
But, the incidents happened many times while I was dreaming them!
Being a sensitive child, it was very difficult dealing with this. After my intuitive senses opened and started functioning at nine years of age, I was wide open to people’s thoughts, feelings and actions. Most psychics are clairvoyant (clear sight); I was clairvoyant, clairaudient (clear hearing), and a physical sensitive (Feeling other’s pain and emotions). You can imagine how difficult my childhood was.
God had told me during the near-death experience that I was to be His “Channel of Truth,” and that people would come to me from all over the world. From a child’s viewpoint, it looked like an anthill with ants coming from all directions, as he showed it to me. He told me that when people come to me they would have more questions when they left, spiritual questions, and that they would go within to their God-self to try to find the answers. This really has happened, I have all ready helped many from different countries, even without being there, the information given them is extremely accurate. After sessions people always tell me that what they thought was important before the session, changed. As they got in the higher energy they began seeking deeper, more meaningful questions of life. What amazes me is that people in other countries always “feel” the Guide’s energy in their home as the telephone session is going on.
The dreams continued until one day when a friend asked me if I had ever asked for the dreams to stop. She warned me that if I were meant to be a channel, I would probably use a method other than the dreams. Well, I asked for the dreams to leave, and they did. Then the voice channeling started. I asked those of the spiritual kingdom for the conscious memory I had retained from the stream of consciousness to leave me, so that I wouldn’t know everyone’s problems and feel their emotions or their pain. I have always had to work so hard not to retain it. I also asked not to remember what is told to people during their sessions. I need to lower the volume, when I don’t want to hear. I only listen when it pertains to my loved ones. So, I don’t have memory of what is said to a person during their session, unless they speak to me about it afterwards. The pictures that I saw fade away. This is helpful to me to not retain their emotions. That is the main reason I don’t let people tell me about their situations before a reading. It isn’t that I am not compassionate, quite the opposite.
When the channeling begun, my voice changed slightly. As I got deeper into the trance level, the voices changed with tone and accents. They also changed as each entity came through me. But, over the years, they saw that it was taking a toll on my vocal cords, so, one main spokesperson was chosen to speak for all of the entities at a session. I always asked for the person’s guardian angels and guides to come through, not mine, as it seemed to be more accurate.
In the beginning years, the person’s relatives were allowed to come in. But, in the 1980’s, I reached a higher energy level and the relatives were no longer able to come through. Most psychics on television that answer people in the audience’s questions are talking to the person’s relatives. Some people were disappointed that they couldn’t talk to their Uncle Charlie, Aunt Sue or Grandma anymore! Some even stopped coming for sessions. I had explained to everyone that I never said it was a séance or like an ouija board, where you get lower level entities.
I asked for only those of the most high, closest to God. I believe that is why the accuracy of the information is so great. One thing I know, everyone who has come to me in the last 29 years has always left in a more positive state than when he/she came in. I feel very honored to be able to assist others through this modality, and it sure is better than those horrible dreams!
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